dear diary, I'm acting fastโฆ. LMAO but, basically me and this guy met at Bar Taco here in Nashville, and he was kind enough to pay for my friends and I'd entire table (we all had different tabs).. because found me to be striking and immediately captivating.. bc ofc. so he arranged dinner plans at Deacon's after I mentioned liking steak a lot.. (and that's funny af bc y'all know I just had an eating disorder, I'd barely finish a plate of food lmaooooooo).
Dear Diary - I am still acting a fool, but at least I get into the word first. ๐ญ
Dear Diary, I think I'm healing?????
these are the passages mentioned in the video, and what I took from them: 2 Kings 9:18--24
The story of Jehu and Jezebel serves as a 2026 reminder that true peace often requires the furious and decisive removal of toxic cycles or pretenses that no longer serve your higher purpose.
Isaiah 9:2โ10 This scripture prophesies a transition from oppression and "darkness" to the birth of a peaceful leader who replaces chaos with divine order. In an era of digital noise and global uncertainty, this serves as a reminder that internal peace and clarity can still be found even when the external world feels like the shadow of death.
Ezra 8:22โ23 Ezra chooses to rely on prayer and fasting for protection during a dangerous journey rather than asking a king for a military escort, proving that faith is a practical security measure. This highlights the value of "spiritual preparation" over purely material safeguards, suggesting that when you commit to a new path or "journey," grounding yourself in your values and faith provides a protection that money or status cannot buy!!
Genesis 22:17 God promises Abraham that his legacy will be immeasurable and that his descendants will possess the "gate of his enemies," signifying total victory and influence - after asking him to sacrifice his most prized possession. This speaks to the power of legacy, sacrifice, and mindset; it suggests that with persistence and divine favor, you can overcome systemic barriers and see your personal or professional influence multiply beyond what you initially imagined. (this one is lowk my fav)
๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ___________________ ๐๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐พ๐ค๐ฃ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฉ! ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ "๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐" - ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ + ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ, ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ด, ๐ง๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ & ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ถ๐ฑ แฅซแญก.
tbh, I don't have anything to say for myself besides I love rekindling old relationships ๐ this is old news anyway, but it happened so... I am definitely currently living my karma for even allowing this to happen, so fret not. trust, god got me in refinement rn .
this isn't just a life update or breakup story; itโs a testimony of how God pulled me out of desolate place and stopped me from literally ruining my life .
หส แขโ the scriptures that sustained me most ๐ หโง ๏พ. Ephesians 4:29 "Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers."
all ima say is, don't start none? won't mfn be none (.) ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐
the grain was gripped, I moved into my first apartment, all on my own! I got my keys 8 days before my 24th birthday, and baby all glory to God!! everything happened in divine timing, I am so blessed and so grateful. I am extremely happy and in better spirits since getting away from that lame ass ho. andโฆ more to come. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐
โจthis is the rant โจ lots of redundancy, lots of rage, lots of tears.. the usual. the link to my most recent blog post: https://www.madebydlfce.com/thediarypost/dolldaily-exclusive-spiritualsalvation It is paywalled obv, but if you're a Doll just wanting to read, connect, or relate - ๐ DM me "NEW START" on Instagram to receive the access code for 100% free entry into my diary.
In this video, I pretty much went through the hardest motionsโฆ I was so sad, I was in pain, I was grieving! This was pretty much the thick of it, where I needed to be thinking of solutions but decided to be focused on my feelings instead. I was super sad, super betrayed, but at least I kept my hands to myself and kept myself sane. I am lowkey embarrassed but it happened and I felt compelled to post it - so here I am . ๐ I'll try to post every Friday. ๐ฆ
For my bff Katieโs 23rd Birthday , we all met up in Vegas ! ๐ it was chaotic, drama, and so fucking fun. missing my gals 4evs. ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐
don't feel like typing a description. it's February 1st - so im feeling very unorthodox , enjoy . ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ___________________ ๐๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐พ๐ค๐ฃ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฉ! ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ "๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ, ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ด, ๐ง๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ & ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ถ๐ฑ แฅซแญก.
Hi Dollface, Pt.2 of the process of us finding a lil crib in Portland, moving from Corvallis, Oregon. It's like 50/50 Bitter and Sweet, because Corvallis is junk , but so is the apartment we're moving to? so I was annoyed and uncooperative the entire time. Enjoy :) ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐
