Dear Diary! I am on a downward spiral. LMAO I am out of fucking control, first of all. this is probably the most vulnerable video I've ever recorded in my entire 24yrs of life. the breakup was cute and all, but spiritual warfare is one thing? and financial insecurity is a whole fucking other. I barely have the capacity to focus on fake friends and weird men 😭 God is calling for my attention, in its entirety — and then I had the nerve to not immediately get my shit together?? so, consider this the consequences of my poor behavior. 🤣 #adulting has a new meaning these days.