
dear diary, I'm acting fast…. LMAO but, basically me and this guy met at Bar Taco here in Nashville, and he was kind enough to pay for my friends and I'd entire table (we all had different tabs).. because found me to be striking and immediately captivating.. bc ofc. so he arranged dinner plans at Deacon's after I mentioned liking steak a lot.. (and that's funny af bc y'all know I just had an eating disorder, I'd barely finish a plate of food lmaooooooo).

Dear Diary - I am still acting a fool, but at least I get into the word first. 😭

Dear Diary, I think I'm healing?????

these are the passages mentioned in the video, and what I took from them: 2 Kings 9:18--24
The story of Jehu and Jezebel serves as a 2026 reminder that true peace often requires the furious and decisive removal of toxic cycles or pretenses that no longer serve your higher purpose.
Isaiah 9:2–10 This scripture prophesies a transition from oppression and "darkness" to the birth of a peaceful leader who replaces chaos with divine order. In an era of digital noise and global uncertainty, this serves as a reminder that internal peace and clarity can still be found even when the external world feels like the shadow of death.
Ezra 8:22–23 Ezra chooses to rely on prayer and fasting for protection during a dangerous journey rather than asking a king for a military escort, proving that faith is a practical security measure. This highlights the value of "spiritual preparation" over purely material safeguards, suggesting that when you commit to a new path or "journey," grounding yourself in your values and faith provides a protection that money or status cannot buy!!
Genesis 22:17 God promises Abraham that his legacy will be immeasurable and that his descendants will possess the "gate of his enemies," signifying total victory and influence - after asking him to sacrifice his most prized possession. This speaks to the power of legacy, sacrifice, and mindset; it suggests that with persistence and divine favor, you can overcome systemic barriers and see your personal or professional influence multiply beyond what you initially imagined. (this one is lowk my fav)
𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘀𝘂𝗯𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝗗𝗟𝗛𝗦𝗘 💕 ___________________ 𝙇𝙚𝙩'𝙨 𝘾𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙩! 😍 𝘝𝘐𝘚𝘐𝘛 𝘔𝘠 𝘞𝘌𝘉𝘚𝘐𝘛𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘔𝘠 "𝘎𝘐𝘙𝘓 𝘛𝘈𝘓𝘒" - 𝘉𝘓𝘖𝘎 𝘗𝘖𝘚𝘛𝘚 + 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘰, 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴, 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘰𝘯 & 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘶𝘱 ᥫ᭡.