dear diary - I am still acting a fool, but at least I get into the word first. 😭

my fav scripture this week is Psalm 54:4, it helped me a lot with giving the difficult things to God, and withholding my faith during a difficult time . it's so easy to go through shit and assume that life won't get better, thinking God or the universe hates you… and sometimes we're just in a period of refinement. that requires the heat to be turned all the way up; it's imperative we stay faithful in the interim . and so that led me to a little cleansing ritual I discovered in Ezekiel 43:21-25 .