Dear Diary, I think I'm healing?????

the central themes lately are just, pour into the positive things that pour into you.. DO NOT move the "goal post", set specific intentions that ensure you're on track to achieve whatever it is that you set your heart on… and give yourself grace - Yes; but don't fucking make excuses for your own stupidity, grow from it and move on from things that literally don't serve you. post breakup szn (which I'm still kinda in but I have larger issues now so who cares), I woke up one day and realized that I now have the download on why I couldn't finish college. It helps 100% for me to take the accountability head on, because at least that gives me something to work on? However, I won't continue to beat myself like a dead horse, feeling remorseful over the poor decisions I have made, and will make in the future (bc everyday is a day to die to your flesh and improve thy self). I just love blabbing, and I love God, and he literally loves us all so get right or get left, ho .