Nevertheless, She’s Perennial:
You don’t meet this much resistance when you’re headed in the wrong direction.
The burnout I’m feeling isn't a sign of weakness—it’s the signal that the soil in this current career has been depleted and I’ve officially outgrown the flower bed.
I can feel the energetic weight of this season pushing me toward a definitive finish line. There is a heavy, transformative pressure in my life right now that is forcing me to shed the performative makeup artist persona, and push toward my complete identity. It’s not just a change of heart; it’s a soul-level requirement. I’ve reached a point where my internal compass is spinning so fast it’s basically recalibrating my entire North Star. My north node is in Gemini, so I know I am meant to speak, and advocate, but also to manage big money, assets, and intense relationships. I’m literally at the fucking threshold but bitch, it’s a lot!
and that’s okay? because bitch we do it scared!!
They say it takes 21 days to form a habit, but it takes exactly 104 to perform a purge. 3 Mos. & 14 Days— the calculated and allotted span of grace I allow lames to linger before I say fuck them forever? ends today! The girls are rekindling an old flame, talking to older men, being a great mom, being stalked and harassed, and planting permanent seeds for success. While they are busy quoting my vlogs, studying my website, and blocking/reporting my account out of fear, I am busy expanding the brand. You can’t antagonize a woman who doesn't compete in the scum league, but you can 100% piss me the fuck off.

